Monday, August 31

_✖i m who i m✖_---national day

2day is da national day

bt 4 me

it's ntg special

da most bored is

my mum din work

n i have 2 face him 4 da whole day

omg~!!!

i hate it da most

i wake up bout 10 thirty

whn i went down

they ask me 2 eat breakfast n study

my gosh

i just wake up

n u ask me 2 study

damn bored

wat can i do

so i spend my eating time on looking at newspaper

after that i go do my geografi exercise

until afternoon

i suddenly feel dat my table very dirty n untidy

thn start 2 kip it

now oni i knw

i got so many books

i dun even hv enough place 2 kip it

after dat study again

bt nt concentrate

2morow...skul is going 2 reopen

hope everything is fine

Sunday, August 30

2day morning 7sumthing

 my dad call my mum n say he reach aunty's hs jor

thn ask her 2 open da door

my mum oways duno her phone rang de

reli kacau i dreaming

after dat wait my  sis finish bath

until my turn
whn i finish my bath oni i realize i 4gt 2 brush my teeth

haha

whn i cum out

my cousin 55 go in n bath jor

shit lo

i haven brush my teeth larh

after i ask my sis

oni i knw

she oso 4gt 2 brush

hahas...

two dirty pig

thn my mum kip ask us go 2 other aunty's hs jor

so v decide 2 bring along our toothbrush 2 my aunty house
whn v reach thr v start 2 prepare those things dat nid 2 pray

i dun lk 2 go thr de

those aunty lk 'san gu  liu po'

very kacau

thn o...

they dun lk 2 say 'sry ' or 'escuse me' de

kick me no nid 2 say sry de

after finish pray

they all eat eat eat

thn i mar follow lo

my 4th aunt bake de cake damn delicious

i eat jor 3 pieces

lk pig o

haha

after dat go bac 2 my aunt's hs 2 bath bath

my cousin reli understand me de

he saw i sat there lk very bored

he ask me 2 go on9

haha...thx o...

v bec around 4pm

dunno y

i kip sliping in car

just wake up 2 go toilet

thn slip again

reach kl bout 8pm

thn go home bath n kip things

oni go eat dinner

after dat my bro call bec frm rusia

haha..

keng gai wif him bout half n hour

wat oso talk

at night 

whn all ppl go slip

its my happy hour

i on9 n chit chat

hahas....

slip too much in car

haiz...2morow national day

all ppl in hs

 i nid 2 study whole day jor

sienx sienx..

oh ya...

2morow is pyng pyng--my hou ji mui 's burfday

happy burfday 2 her nia

gud luck in ur trial

TO : crystal--my mui mui

dun sad sad nia

no matter wat happen

jie will oways bside u de

dun think too much nia

muackx muackx ^^
photo in hometown:
 
  
  
  
  
  
too lazy lew
hahas
still gt many de
lazy upload jor
^^

Saturday, August 29

_✖i m who i m✖_--bored day

2day four sumthing

bec 2 kampung wif my uncle's car

wakao

da car so small

5ppl sit very sam fu lo

thn my leg long long

more sam fu

after dat v reach dunno whr de rest station

thn me n sis gp eat kfc

thn my mum cum scold us

say v still eat so slow

thn v da bao 2 car n eat lo

at last v reach at 8sumthing

thn they pull us go eat laksa

i wan 2 bath larh

haiz...

after dat still go c dunno wat house

da hs very strange de

gt sum strange feel de

dun lk those feel

haiz..

i miss my hs

2day kinda bored

Friday, August 28

_✖i m who i m✖_--busy day

2day wake up 6sumthing

thn prepare 2 my uncle's kopitiam open ceremony

reli sam fu lo

nid 2 wake up so early

after reach thr

eat my breakfast

after dat help my uncle 2 work lo

kinda tired

around 12 sumthing

thn go bec home n bath

after dat 55 fly 2 hang tuah station

cos wanna go klcc wif crystal n kjj

reach thr bout 2sumthing

thn her mum fetch us go

whn v reach thr

v met crystal's fren

thn walk 2gether lo

kinda boring de

cos i lazy 2 read books 

haha

after dat v go secret recipe eat cake

actually is me n kjj eat

thn they 2 sit besides us n chit chat

around 7 v go bec

walao

da traffic damn jam

my mum still wan me 2 go tuition

no choice

bt 2 follow wat she say

luckily i  just late 4 10minutes

after tuition go bec home bath n eat my dinner

2day kinda tired

n  i still miss my fren

R.I.P. Bryan...

Thursday, August 27

_✖i m who i m✖_---brand new day

2day wakeup at 9 sumthing

thn help my mum 2 do all those housework

my relatives is cuming 2day

haiz

kinda 'ma fan'

nid 2 kip dis kip dat

reli lazy larh

2day i din cry

cause i promise dat yesterday will b da last time

i think i nid 2 use dis holiday 2 let my mood turn good

2day so sienx

ntg 2 do

after on da laptop thn open movie 2 c

2day's line kp gt prob

open wat oso lag many years

reli fed up of it

haiz

i think i reli nid 2 study

bt  i hv no study mood

one week holiday will end fast

gambateh ya


all my form 5 fren

gud luck in ur trial

Wednesday, August 26

_✖i m who i m✖_--da lyriks..4 my fren

'You 'll Be In My Heart'

Come stop ur crying It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
I will protect you from all around u
I will be here Don't u cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold u.keep u safe n warm
This bond between us Can't b broken
I'll be here Don't u cry

'Cause u'll be in my heart
Yes,u'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now n forever more

U'll be in my heart
No matter wat they say
U'll be in my heart.always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I knw we're different but,deep insode us
We're nt that different at all

And u'll be in my heart
Yes,u'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now n forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they knw
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I knw

When destiny call's u U must b strong
I may nt b with u But u've got to hold on
They'll see in time I knw
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart 
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now n forever more

Oh,you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart,always
Always

Bryan--u'll be in my heart

_✖i m who i m✖_---farewell my fren

2day morning bout 8.30 i reach sri petaling station

thn yung yung's mum fetch us go celestine's hs

after dat v go nirvana memorial place

2day

is Bryan's funeral

v reach thr bout nine sumthing

whn da funeral start a while

v sang few song's 2 him

da 1st song is 

'you will be in my heart'

Bryan's mum told us

he like dis song da most

v try 2 sing louder n louder

but all of us kip crying

can't stop

v reli miss him so much

miss his sweet smile

his jokes

n everything of him

he leave us
v knw dat he had suffer 4 long time

mayb death is da best 4 him

he will have a new life in heaven

v will oways kip him in our heart
farewell..my fren

may u rest in peace 

i cried whn i writing dis blog

bt i try 2 promise my self

dis is da last time i cry 4 his death

i will oways smile whn i think bout him

cos he giv me all da happiness in my memory

Bryan--i miss u so much

Monday, August 24

_✖i m who i m✖_----sad day

around four sumthin

yung yung suddenly find me

n she call me

whn i pick up da phone

i heard dat she is crying

i  knw sumthng bad happen

she told me

our primary fren--Bryan

had pass away dis morning

whn i heard dis
i feel lag

i cant even giv any respon 2 her

i reli cant believe it

he pass away??

its imposible

bt wat she say is true

i muz accept it

his pray is 2morow nite

i wan 2 go !

bt no1 fetch me

fuck !!!

pls help me

v din meet bout 3 years

n dis is da last chance 4 me

2 c him

i must go

no matter how

i will go 2 his pray n funeral
✖i m who i m✖:
To my dearest fren--Bryan
u r gone in dis world
bt nt in our heart
u r oways our best fren
no matter whr u go
hope u rest in peace
v will oways miss u
foever n ever       

Saturday, August 22

【♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥】--moody day


2day i wake up at 3.30 am

just 2 send my brother 2 da airport

two months pass so fast

he si going bec 2 rusia 2 continue his study

whn he get in my mum cry

n me

just having tears in my eyes

its been da 4th year sending him out

but i reli miss him so much

having 2 months wif him in one year

dis time hv 2 wait one n a half year oni he will bec

means

i can't c him next year~!

anyway

bro..i miss u so much

add oil in ur study yarh^^

nowadays

kip thinking

y is prefect oways da wrong side?

even in spot check

v r just da members dat follow wat they say

v dun hope 2 do it too

y just kip saying prefect is a dog

whn u hear sum1's says means u r a dog?

thn everyone in da world is a dog

including u~!!

u dun hv da rights 2 scold us

cos u r doing da wrong things

anyway

【lembaga pengawas】

is ntg special 2 me


i dun think dat i m oso da member in it

i giv up in everything

my life

my home

n all my love

except him

he is da oni things i cant put away

until da day he left me

it's da time 2 let me leave

【♥ holiday time】

gonna do wat in dis holiday?

i think i should study hard

just left 5 weeks

feel wanna change my hairstyle

n oso highlight bec my hair colour

since last time i hightlight

until now

just left a bit colour

wanna change my mood

anyway

hope i can sucss in my study

bt nt in prefect board

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--bro..i miss u
i could leave everything except u【♥KJJ ♥】

Thursday, August 20

【♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥】---new day

今天放學后就比賽排球了
心情有夠緊張得
畢竟一年沒練了

本來第一場贏了的
過後跟另外一班比
水準掉了很多
大家仿佛都沒什麽心情打

打完后就和寶貝還有國榮回家魯
今天還是那么平凡
只是對他們得怨恨少了點
除了她
赫赫

加油吧
還有五個多星期就考了

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--加油吧

Wednesday, August 19

[♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥]--sucks day

da 1st time using english 2 write da blog

these two days r really sucks

first is da prefect things

izzit cry is da most gud things?

i din even scold her or say anything

n she just keep crying inside ah chong's room?

its damn suck

u r da committee

n i m just oni a small member in form3

so

watever u do u r always da rite

next

is my results

omg!!

i work damn hard in dis trial

but wat i get

just 50 in my sejarah?

i wasted my whole night 2 read it

bt luckily

my maths had improve

n da most happy thing is

i get A in my geografi ~!

hahaha

dis is da 1st time

1st time in my life

wat a good news

da 1st person dat i wanna tell dis good news is ah loong

but wat i heard after skul

is reli hurt me

wat he had do n wat he had say is so hurt

b4 they bcum committee

he help me so much

but now

v r just a stranger

or da relationship btween committee n member

y will it happen

i thought v r fren?

anyway

thx 4 everyting dat u help me n ur support in my life

i oways treat u as my best brother

but now

everything happen make us change

i think i will put off my tie n my prefect life after PMR

mayb i m nt enough rights 2 bcum a prefect

i m so tired in this kind of life

2morow having volleyball competition

i din practice my volleyball since last year

anyway

hope i can do my best in it

to my dear

i m sry 4 everything

i reli love u so much

but everythings happens

make both of us having bad mood

n oways argue 4 it

i knw i m having a bad attitude

i will change everything 4 u

just 2 tell u dat i love u so much


♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--sry 4 everything
but nt 4 da prefect things

Friday, August 14

【♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥】---rεst day

今天算是最後一天考試了
【下個拜一還有一個不重要得】
放學后
忍不住
再刁蠻了一次
去看電影

今天考歷史之前
他來我班了
可是并不是找我
而是找我不喜歡得人

完全好像不認識我
那時得心好像被很多刀刺下去
書也讀不進了
突然很想哭
但我答應自己
不會那么輕易掉淚得

晚上補習后
回家上網
和嘉欣+嘉恩談天
突然談起了曾經受過得傷害
突然發現感情真的很脆弱

這一分鐘說得有多愛
下一分鐘就變普通朋友
甚至是陌生人

愛情中沒有分對于錯
只有愛于不愛
我明白被誤會得滋味
只有你不明白
你所謂得背叛是一種傷害

突然看見了刀片
想起自己曾經自殘得那一刻
一句貪玩得開始
成了傷心得陪伴
留在手腕得疤痕雖然不大
但難免會引來一些旁人得側目
對你們來說哪是幼稚

對於那時得我
是唯一可以發泄心中怨恨得方法
沒有人讓我訴苦
那種寂寞得滋味
有誰知道

和他一起后
有時曾經想自殘
但想了一會
才發現那根本都不值得
知因為我知道
現在我有一個
愿意聆聽我得煩惱
愿意替我解決問題得人
我很愛他
不想失去他
我不管你們怎樣想
但我可以說
要從我手中搶走他
是不可能的
除非你斗得過我
我會用盡我的全力去維護我們得感情

最近急於找工作
家裡的經濟真的不行了
我只想出一份力
我并不愛慕虛榮
但我更不愛過著窮得日子
答應我自己
我會加油
將來做個有出息得人。。!

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥----答應你。。也答應我自己

Saturday, August 8

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--[sad day]

今天早上起身
看見電話沒有他的信息
心中真的很失望

下午開了
  • 怪談
蠻好看得
有時有點恐怖

過後舅舅來我家修理水喉
搞得我沒的沖凉
等到終於好了
水好像阻塞
我頂不順就跑下樓下沖冷水了
哪知道等我沖好后
我爸才告訴我他弄好了
好像遲了一步吧

過後就和哥哥+姐姐去書局
找參考書
我找到我要的
但姐姐去了兩間都找不到呢

今天是一個月的日子
他什麽表示都沒有
我真的有點失望呢
或許我應該活在現實當中
被幻想什麽浪漫的
那或許會更好

今天那個講座會
那些寫了名字要去的人
竟然都沒有去
浪費了拉
害我沒得去
討厭討厭

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--活在現實之中

Friday, August 7

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--[trial start]

今天
開始考試了
試卷一應該還好吧
試卷二就。。。
應該是不理想吧

感覺上我選錯了題目
【我要珍惜生命】
這種題目我從來都不在考試時寫的

放學后
突然很想看戲
他就被我拉去了
哈哈

看那個
【大內密探零零狗】

好笑好笑
不錯得電影

四點多就回家了

考試加油加油
我一定不會衰給你們看得

【♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥】-加油吧

Saturday, August 1

♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥--[bad day]

昨天因為不專心所以上車時撞到了頭
真的他媽得痛啊
過後就一直blur blur的

今天去補習時又不小心再撞多一次
我真的有夠白癡得
補習時
一直作嘔
補到一半就沖去廁所了
嘔了三次
平均一堂課一次
補完后就直接回家了

要告訴他
真的很對不起
我真的很不舒服才會那樣得
下次再陪你哦
愛你愛你

希望以後不要變白癡了

【♥ ---- iииocεиt babε♥】---不要再撞到頭了